Sunday 6 January 2013

Coversation in my head

Look at the time i cant believe the time passes so quickly!! Every night i have not written in my blog i rememeber that i didnt just as im dropping off to sleep and can do nothing about it!!

Do i give up on it and put it down to another thing started and not followed through.

I think i will keep it up as long as i can.

I am in bits today cos ive got excercise poisoning from doing wait for it - Excercises!!

Wednesday 2 January 2013

Time to get up. Not really feeling that one. Gotta do some work today, cant seem to get my head round actually sitting down and getting it done though. Why is my husband doing sit ups? The faces hes pulling kinda says he's not enjoying himself. Why is he putting himself through that torture? Is he trying to impress someone else? Hope not i kinda like having him as my husband.

Prayers all said, that should stand me in good stead for the day. Wonder what God thinks about my daily ramblings? Im sure He must despair sometimes at the futile ramblings that i seem to rattle off.

Gotta head out in the rain, why do i have to do it? Why do i feel that i have to torture myself today by going out there and getting soaked? I feel like its got to be done today to make me feel like ive done something today to warrant being paid.

Why does everyone pass the toilet paper on the stairs instead of taking it up to the bathroom? Can anyone answer that one?

Am i doing enough to warrant being here? My life feels very mundane and lacks light and happiness i want to do something productive and positive this year and feel like my life has some kind of meaning. Watch this space i say.

Eighties music is brill i love it.

Tuesday 1 January 2013

Hi

Hi am i the only one who converses in my head? I think not! Giving this a go and seeing what it produces. Should i? What if people see it that might judge me on what goes on in my head? Well tough i can just be judged then. Scary! How many times should i write on this or in this? More than once a day? Once a day, once a week? I dont know. We will see how it goes.